It's dark. Again…
I still haven't seen the way back home, and I'm just roaming… Aimlessly. I don't know what I'm doing here.
I feel lost.
I feel alone
I feel… forgotten.
How long has it been?
How much longer would I have to stay here?
I fall to my knees as my emotions begin to crush me, and I can't keep it together anymore. I'm done acting like I'm okay. Like I'm strong. Like I can do this.
I'm hungry,
I'm tired,
I'm scared,
I need a bath…
I want to see people. Talk to them. Anybody…
I don't want to stay here another day.
I want to sleep on a bed.
A warm, soft bed with fluffy duvets…
I want to read a book.
I let my body fall to the ground as I hug myself in exhaustion and undiluted misery. I feel empty inside.
This place… It's toying with my mind. I don't know what to believe any more. I have no idea what is real and what isn't.
Before now, I've been so certain of what I was. Who am I…
A nobody who just happens to belong to a royal family.