Derrick's POV
With anger, I stared at him, wanting for him to deny it, to tell me I was just mistaken, that it was nothing, but he was silent, and that annoyed me more than anything.
I grabbed the collar of his shirt, jealousy and pain bubbling inside me. All my life I hadn't felt this way, and now I was feeling this way not just for anyone but for the one person I was supposed to hate.
"Nathan… speak… tell me, are you fucking Felix?" I spat, the jealousy in my voice so obvious.
Something deep down tells me what Anita said was a lie. I knew it was a lie, but I just wanted to hear it from him… I wanted Nathan to tell me it wasn't true… that he belongs to me... me alone.
"Derrick, you are a monster… you are brutal… do your worst… I am not scared of you."
Without thinking, I shoved him backward. He stumbled, hitting the bed, and before he could get up, I was on him. My hands moved fast, fueled by desperation, by anger, by the wild, clawing need inside me.