11/03/2019
I watched you today,unaware of the quiet obsession in my eyes.You smiled,and for a moment,I thought, maybe…maybe if you could see me the way I see you,you would understand.I'm not a monster,not really—just someone waiting for the chance to prove it,to prove that I'm worth your love.
You move so effortlessly,graceful in your world,where everyone adores you,but no one truly sees you.No one knows the darkness in you,the part of you that longs for something real,something raw.I could give you that,more than anyone else could.
I wonder what it would be likeif you finally looked at me.Not the stranger in the corner,but the one who watches every part of youwith the kind of lovethat no one else could understand.If only you could feel what I feel.If only you could see methe way I see you—not as a shadow,but as someone who could love you in the way you deserve.You deserve so much more than what they give you.I could give you all of it—my love,my heart,my everything.But instead, you just keep walking by,unaware,untouched by the love I offer,and it breaks me,piece by piece.