Felicity and I were supposed to talk the next day.
Andi didn't want to go home just yet I was at the furthest parking from my house to think. I didn't want to lose the closest friends to me because of my own....horniness. I have been in this state since Sunday.
I didn't even know you that well. Hell I never wanted to even know you but it's like theres something about you I can't seem to stop thinking about.
It would help of you weren't so drop dead gorgeous. Why didn't you kiss me? Why didn't you just lean in and take away this growing yearning I kept feeling inside? You said you wanted to fuck being friends then what? I have another Jace situation? I wasn't ready for that not with you. Because Jace was never this bold, never this straightforward and yet so frustrating at the same time.
I was alone in my car in the dead of night and all I wanted was to slip my hand in my sweats and get it over with. But no! Even that bastard ruins that form me!
I got a text from the said perpetrator right then:
"You look like the burglars the neighborhood keeps complaining about."
My head turns around to see him sitting on the side of a porch at the house I was parked in front of. I smiled with relief and unlocked the car doors for him. I was actually scared for a minute there. He was wearing a leather jacket and black jeans holding a helmet in his hand as he sat in my car. He turned to face me, a fraction of a smile played on his lips. Those lips that had travelled down my neck.
This wasn't the time.
"To what do I owe this pleasure?" I asked and he shrugs and lays his head back.
"I was a complete idiot to you." He says and I shrug and tap a finger on my steering wheel.
"It's no big deal. I'm sure brother of us were anticipating for that to happen in a theatre." I respond and again his head lifts and his eyes meet mine. That was guilt in his eyes.
"It is. That was not how I planned my first date to go. Complete idiotic behaviour I apologise deeply for how I must have made you feel when I suddenly left."
I didn't know how to respond. Him leaving so suddenly did hurt me but I had time to cool down and rethink what had just happened.
"First date? Stop messing with me." I say and he makes a little noise like a laugh of some sort and that makes me turn to him.
"I'm not. I don't date around. I wanted my first to be special I guess. Jokes on me for making it more complicated than it had to be." He says and I suddenly have an urge to tease him.
"So what about well you know.....sex?"
"Never considered it either. My father always told me it was a weakness." He says and I snort out a laugh. I'm sure he didn't expect me to laugh but damn. I couldn't not laugh. He was...no enough words could describe how attractive he was.
"I don't mean to laugh but, I'd jump you the moment I'd see you in public. That's how attractive you are." I say and he leans his head back again.
"Is that what you were thinking about before I texted? Jumping me?" He asks and I couldn't deny it. It was more than jumping him it was holding him down and making him my personal slave master. That was too far but he had the look and physique to fulfill those fantasies I laid back and sighed.
"That's none of your business Q."
"Probably true. But I was serious about dropping the friends thing I want to explore you. Not only as a person but as a woman."
"Says the virgin. A lot of talk from the little guy." I say to provoke him and glance down. I didn't know his size but I can't get my hopes up.
"I'm decent. Not little but decent." I glance down his pants again and I shrugged but the ache was starting again. Gosh, I should get laid soon. Because there was no way I was being hot and bothered over a conversation.
"Venice." He says and I look up in full attention. God hid voice. God the way he was looking at me. "I want more than just sex, but if that's a start for you then I have a favour."
"Please don't tell me it's one of those 'i teach you how to fuck and you do me a favour' scenarios?" He laughed at that because that was the most cliche thing people thought was so cool and romantic.
"Then will money do?" He asks and I punch his arm.
"I'm not some whore. Keep your money."
"I haven't cum once in my life. I think I'm glad to say I want it to be from you." He was lying...no he wasn't. He didn't seem to be joking either. Being a guy's first was never an agenda I had but if it was him I could.
"I....this is crazy." I say and he sighs.
The next thing he throws his helmet to the back and leans towards me on my seat his hand reaching over to the adjust buttons to put my seat down. I couldn't even get time to say anything before I was looking up at his dark features coated in shadow.
"Show me what your pleasure feels like."
Oh god. I'm gone. I couldn't not do it. Felicity was never going to forgive me.