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Chapter 71 - In the Days of Ash and Hunger

Before power.

‎Before thrones, bloodlines, and hidden legacies.

‎Before the world trembled at the sound of his name.

‎There was only hunger.

‎Only cold.

‎And a boy named Elias, clinging to life in the ruins of a forgotten city.

‎The streets were narrow veins of filth and decay, crumbling under the weight of time and neglect.

‎The sky above was always gray, heavy with the stink of smoke and despair.

‎Hope had no place here — it had been stripped from the stones long ago, washed away by endless rain and human cruelty.

‎Among the refuse of the world, two figures moved: small, dirty, half-starved.

‎One had hair that might once have been silver, now matted and stained by mud and soot.

‎The other had tangled black hair, and a spirit somehow less dimmed despite the misery that pressed in from every side.

‎Elias and Levi —

‎two nameless, unwanted children.

‎They had no family.

‎No home.

‎No past worth remembering.

‎No future to dream about.

‎Only each other — and the relentless, grinding struggle to survive another day.

‎Each morning began the same:

‎the cold ache in their bones, the pang of hollow stomachs, and the knowledge that no one would feed them but themselves.

‎They scavenged among the refuse heaps behind butcher stalls and bakeries, fighting rats for scraps of moldy bread or gnawed bones.

‎When lucky, they found rotten fruits — soft, sickly sweet, but edible.

‎When unlucky, they found nothing at all.

‎It was on those nights, when the cold seeped into their very souls and the pangs of starvation drove tears from their eyes, that the city showed its true face —

‎merciless, vast, and utterly indifferent.

‎"Elias... I'm cold..."

‎Levi's voice, little more than a broken whisper, would tremble against the darkness.

‎"Me too," Elias would reply, his own voice dry and cracked.

‎But he would still drape his thin arm around Levi's shivering form, trying to give him warmth he didn't have.

‎Sometimes, they would talk to distract themselves from the gnawing pain.

‎"One day, we'll find a palace," Levi once said, his voice bright with childish stubbornness. "We'll eat roasted meat every night. We'll sleep on soft beds!"

‎Elias said nothing.

‎He didn't have the heart to crush Levi's dreams.

‎But he knew better.

‎He had learned early that dreams were dangerous — they made the cold sharper, the hunger worse.

‎Better not to hope.

‎Better to endure.

‎They were not alone in their misery.

‎There were dozens, perhaps hundreds, of other abandoned children roaming the alleys and crumbling ruins.

‎But hunger and desperation left no room for kindness.

‎Older boys, hardened by years of savage living, formed brutal gangs.

‎They controlled access to food sources, stealing from the weaker and punishing disobedience with fists and knives.

‎Elias and Levi learned quickly to stay away — to be shadows among shadows.

‎One mistake could mean losing the few crumbs they had scraped together.

‎Or worse.

‎There were moments when survival seemed almost impossible.

‎Once, during a bitter winter, they spent three days without finding a single mouthful of food.

‎The hunger gnawed at their insides like fire.

‎Their bodies grew so weak they could barely stand.

‎Even speaking became an effort.

‎It was during those days that Elias first tasted real despair.

‎Not the fleeting fear of a beating, or the sharp sting of a missed meal —

‎but the slow, heavy realization that death was not a distant threat.

‎It was near.

‎Waiting.

‎Patient.

‎They took shelter under a collapsed archway, the stonework blackened with soot.

‎The rain poured down, freezing cold, turning the muddy streets into rivers of sludge.

‎Elias pressed his back against Levi's, feeling the boy's body shudder with feverish chills.

‎"Hang on," he murmured, more to himself than to his friend. "Just hang on..."

‎But Levi didn't answer.

‎He was unconscious, his face pale and slick with sweat.

‎For hours, Elias sat there, wide-eyed, listening to the roar of the rain and the slow, labored rasp of Levi's breathing.

‎He could do nothing.

‎He had nothing to give.

‎The city offered no help.

‎The world offered no salvation.

‎Only survival — if he was strong enough.

‎If he was ruthless enough.

‎And somewhere deep inside, something twisted and hardened.

‎A silent vow etched into the marrow of his bones:

‎I will never be weak again.

‎I will never be at the mercy of others.

‎Even if it meant becoming something monstrous.

‎Levi survived that night.

‎Barely.

‎Elias had carried him — half-starved, half-dead — to a broken-down shelter where other orphans huddled like rats.

‎There, they stole bits of food meant for others, enough to keep Levi breathing.

‎It was an ugly, shameful victory.

‎But it was survival.

‎And survival was all that mattered.

‎As the years passed, Elias changed.

‎The boy who once dreamed of warm beds and feasts vanished.

‎In his place grew a creature of cold calculation —

‎sharp-eyed, silent, and ruthlessly practical.

‎He learned when to beg.

‎When to steal.

‎When to fight, and when to flee.

‎He learned that pity was a weapon — a mask to be worn when needed, discarded when it became a liability.

‎He learned that trust was a currency far too expensive to trade.

‎Only Levi remained at his side —

‎the last tether to whatever humanity still smoldered within him.

‎But even that bond would fray with time.

‎Because in a world ruled by hunger and cruelty, even love became a weakness.

‎There was no grand moment of transformation.

‎No single day where Elias declared, "I am no longer a child."

‎It was a thousand small deaths.

‎A thousand compromises.

‎Every meal stolen from another starving mouth.

‎Every lie told to survive another day.

‎Every betrayal necessary to cling to the edge of existence.

‎Each one carved away a piece of who he had once been —

‎until there was nothing left but iron will and frozen ambition.

‎Years later, when he would stand among kings and monsters, commanding fear and awe with a glance, Elias would sometimes remember these early days.

‎The hunger.

‎The cold.

‎The broken promises of a world that offered no mercy.

‎And he would smile — not with joy, but with grim understanding.

‎Because he had learned the truth while still a child:

‎Mercy is a lie.

‎Hope is a trap.

‎Only strength endures.

‎Only strength can carve meaning into a cruel, indifferent world.

‎And he would become strong enough that no god, no monster, no fate could ever again drag him into the mud.

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