*Lucien*
It shocked me that she was not going to be joining us today. She and I had a talk about the kids, but I thought it will be like the last time.
I assumed she will be with us like the last time. I did not even think about the possibility that she will decide to not spend time with us simply because she is trying to avoid us being together.
She really is that scared of us being together.
She is really scared of anything physical happening between us.
It hurts because I want nothing more than to be with her, and yet, it seems as if she wants nothing more than not to be with me no matter how much her body seems to want me.
I took the kids, and we drive to our home.
As Genevieve said, the kids immediately ask me questions.
