I sigh as I flop down on the couch inside the living area as I look up at the rest of the ghost crew. My hand continues to gripping onto the kyber crystal in my closed hand. I stare up at Kannan and can literally feel the connection he has to the force through my force echo. I smile as I see his confusion before he finally calms everyone who is constantly asking questions before looking back at me.
"Now Alex can you please explain how you knew where the Jedi temple was. And also why do I now sense the force around you?" Everyone turns their head towards Kannan in shock as those words register in their brains before they turn back towards me. I smile and laugh softly before looking back at him.
"I am not sure but I kinda felt it." I stare at Kannan as his eye slowly widen. "Also don't worry about me needing training I kinda already have it." Kannan and Ezra's mouths both fall open staring at me. I smirk at them and laugh slightly.
"How can I do it?" Ezra looks at me with admiration and desire after I revealed that I got all my training from some force like miracle as Kannan would call it.
"No you don't ever want to feel the kind of pain that comes with gaining all the experiences and memories and skills of someone." I stare up at them my face emotionless as I remember the absolute pain that I went through. I stare at Kannan. "Kannan imagine your entire life all the pain and loss as well as all the joy and happiness all pushed together into on moment as you feel it all at once." Kannan eyes show him thinking for a moment before his face turns sorrowful as he nods and places a hand on Ezra stopping him from coming to me to ask again. The look he gives Ezra is enough for him to back off slowly starting to understand what I mean. I smile before I open my hand for them all to see.
"Holy shit you really did become a Jedi. Hahaha well done. Need any help building your lightsaber?" I smile up at him and shake my head as the rest of the crew look down at the crystal in shock. I groan as I try to stand but almost fall as Sabine rushes to my side steadying me so I don't fall back down. The rest of the crew look on in shock having never seen me so weak that I almost fall.
"You okay Alex?" Ez and Zeb speaks in unison as they look in worry at me. Even chopper is looking up at me with worry in his eyes as I slowly nod.
"Yeah I am good just need to rest." My hand grips the crystal as lean lean into Sabine. "You mind helping me to the room love?" I stare into her lovely brown eyes as she blushes . The rest of the crew look at me and Sabine holding back laughter. I smirk and give them the middle finger as I am lead away stumbling as I lean into the beautiful Mandalorian. I sigh as I lay down on the bed enjoying the feeling of the soft bed. Sabine tries to move away as the door closes but I grip her wrist looking up at her with pleading eyes.
"Fine." She sighs as she slides under the covers. I smile softly as I wrap my hands around her stomach pulling her close. I rub my head into her short hair enjoying the smell. I sigh as I place the kyber crystal on my side table before snuggling closer into her as my eyes close from exhaustion.