"Finally done" I thought while looking at my tacky looking living room that had a noticeable missing white carpet and sighed at having to throw my expensive soft white carpet out.
"That thing was over 12 grand too." I said with a loud irritated sigh with my left hand on my forehead rubbing it but knew deep down that the sacrifice was worth it since I got cured from years of torment beacuse if you didn't know I was in stage 4 of osteoporosis the most severe stage and most of the time I could hardly walk and even standing alone was hard so just imagine how my touring was, yeah that's what I meant by what I said about not really being surprised by the spinal compression fracture I guess my body just couldn't handle it anymore and my spine just gave up.
I sat back on the couch and grabbed my open laptop and was about to continue with what I was doing which was the customization for my milan concert stage, only to feel my phone vibrate next to me continuously which just tells me someone is calling me.
I looked at my phone and seen manager kim is calling me and answered it while putting it on speaker and asked calmly "What is it."
"I'm on my way, please don't tell me you forgot about your music video today." Said manager kim tiredly from the phone with a sigh.
I ran my right hand through my hair and said calmly "No I didn't I was actually working on my milan concert until you called me."
Manager kim was silent for a moment and said calmly from the phone "Anyways I'm on my way so be…"
Suddenly my phone started vibrating again which made me and I look at the caller and seen it was james and suddenly had a bad feeling on the inside but still answered which put manager kim on hold and said calmly with a soft sigh "Hello."
"Sorry there was a miscalculation in what I said previously you actually still have osteoporosis but it dropped down to stage 1 like I predicted previously before we started the procedure, I found this out beacuse I did a review on the data I gathered from you when I took some samples of your blood." Said james straightforwardly, laying everything on the table in one fell swoop.
I put my right hand on my forehead feeling something inside my snap immediately, feeling all my happiness get crushed on the spot and asked calmly "Then how come I don't feel any pain or any sort of symptoms."
"There are no symptoms in stage 1 you just need to manage it until I develop a permanent cure for you so that It doesn't progress any further." Said james from the phone with a sigh, possibly feeling the accomplishment he felt be crushed too.
I rubbed my forehead and inhaled slowly with my eyes closed and said calmly while exhaling "Ok."
The living room was quiet for a moment and james suddenly coughed a little from the phone and said "Then I'll leave you be, keep me updated if you feel even just a little bit off."
"Ok." I said while pressing the hang up button the phone, only to not hear manager kim's voice which made me look at the phone for a moment and sigh.
"It really is hard being you daehyun but we must persist to grow stronger otherwise if we don't struggle through anything what is the meaning of life if everything was handed to you and was easy." I said with a serious face while putting my laptop next to me and got up from the couch, only to immediately adjust my dick since it was showing from my shorts.
"Fuck, the struggles us men have to go through" I thought with a sigh while just taking my shorts and boxer's off and just left them on the living room floor and started heading towards the direction of upstairs completely naked with a relieved face and my manhood standing proudly.
(Song hye kyo's POV)
"CUT." Said the director loudly while doing the stop motion with his hand towards a very beautiful woman and a handsome man who where kissing.
Hye kyo let go of the man's head and stepped away and said calmly while walking fastly towards her dressing room "Let me know when the next take is."
The director was taken aback and looked at the male actor who shrugged and said "Don't look at me I know nothing."
Hye kyo rushed into her dressing room and slammed and locked the door with her chest heaving up and down an beads of sweat forming on her forehead with her arms shaking and said to herself in a calming voice while pacing back and forth "You will be ok, nothing is going to happen, you are a beautiful strong woman."
Hye kyo slowly inhaled and exhaled slowly and went and sat at the makeup table and stared at herself in the mirror and thought "Can I really find happiness"
*KNOCK* *KNOCK* *KNOCK*
Hye kyo jumped a little and immediately straightend up and said while taking a deep breath to calm herself "Come in."
The door knob shook a little which made hye kyo get up immediately and unlock it and opened it and seen her co star and current boyfriend hyun bin.
"Aren't you supposed to be rehearsing your lines right now so why are you here." Asked hye kyo with a confused look on her face.
Bin smiled and chuckled a little and said "Can I come in, wan..."
"Look I can't do this anymore with you anymore." Said hye kyo with a sigh and sad look in her eyes.
Bin's eyes widened and immediately said with a stutter "Wha...what do you mean baby."
"I mean I feel like our relationship just doesn't feel true or real it feels fake and plus it just doesn't feel like it will last." Said hye kyo with her eyes closed to not see the look on bin's face.
Bin was silent for a moment and stepped a little closer to the hye kyo and grabbed her right hand softly and said with a forced smile "You know what that guy feeling of yours is right."
Hye kyo's eyes shot open immediately and looked at been who immediately said with a sad look on his face "I've been meaning to tell you that I will be leaving to do my mandatory service in a couple of months for awhile now, plus we both have busy schedules and I don't feel that spark we had when we first."
Hye kyo's eyes were wide in disbelief and said softly "Leave."
"Bu...but let me ex..." Said bin stutteringly, gripping her harm a little tighter.
"LEAVE." Said hye kyo screaming while pushing him away and slamming and locking the door back hardly.
*BOOM*
Hye kyo fell to the floor with tears streaming down her face and thought "I'm done I'm officially done I give up"
"No, the most scariest thing someone can do to themselves is give up, you are powerful, you are beautiful and most of all you are strong so when you are going through a tough time in your life the best thing you can do for yourself is encourage your inner self and accept and love who you really are otherwise you will start asking and questioning what's the point of being alive in the first place." Thought hye kyo reciting a quote she found on the Internet in 2008.
Hye kyo pulled out her phone and looked up the quote she was reciting and inhaled and exhaled slowly while reading it and looked down at the name from who the quote was from and seen the name tae daehyun and thought "Why does this name look familiar is he famous or something."
Hye kyo typed in the name on her search bar and a biographical profile of me appeard on her phone screen and thought lamely "Oh it's him, that's why that named looked familiar he's the man that sings stay with me and other famous ballads."
Hye kyo turned her phone off and closed her eyes to rest them while saying repeatedly and suddenly feeling drowsy "You are beautiful, you are smart, you are beautiful, you are smart, you are beautiful, you are smart."
Suddenly hye kyo fell soundly asleep, not knowing she will wake up feeling refreshed and new and come to a unexpected realization.
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THE END...