CHAPTER 36: I DO NOT UNDERSTAND HIM AT ALL
I opened my eyes and the morning light blinded me. Was I on the bed?
Last night, he seemed no more restrained about doing it with me. It must be, as I am responding to him boldly this time. Ugh. I was embarrassed, even for the second time around. I was glad I didn't know him. Otherwise, I might wish for the ground to swallow me.
He knows how to please my body. It's not because we did it, but because my body reacted to his touch, and I was yearning for more. I said no word, but he left me with contentment.
I feel ashamed. More likely, I was shy about how our bodies were lost to carnality, as he had the capability of turning my body like this...
Ugh. Why do I think about this stuff? This only made me flush more.
I hide from the covers. How did we end it last night?
Let me recall what happened. He carried me upstairs after his second burst. And we did it over again on the bed. Now I can't move my body.
